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CHIODOS Frontman: Suicide Attempt Has 'Given Me New Strength To Take Control Of My Situation' - July 25, 2008
Craig Owens, the singer for Davison, Michigan-based post-hardcore/emo band CHIODOS, has confirmed reports that he was admitted to a mental health facility earlier this week following a suicide attempt at his home on July 20. In an online posting, he writes, "To my fans and friends: "So, it's no secret that I have recently went through one of the hardest times in my life.

"On Sunday, July 20th, I attempted to overdose on prescribed Xanax at my home here in Michigan. Flash ahead 12 hours later, I woke up in the emergency room surrounded by my family and best friends, with an IV in my left arm, and hooked up to machines.

"I felt confused, angry, selfish, and completely embarrassed.

"After being admitted to the hospital for a couple of days, I made my way to recovery and built up enough strength and courage with the support of my loved ones enough to make it back home.

"I am okay, though. Thankfully, I had no permanent physical damage to myself from this.

"This isn't something that I went through by myself. I am, by no means, alone in this. My family and close friends have been by my side each minute since the incident and, you, my fans, have been right there with me too.

"I have received an incredible amount of MySpace messages, comments, emails, instant messages, text messages and voice mails supporting me through this time in my life. So many people loved me more than I ever thought and the amount of happiness that this brings to me is more than I ever could describe. You have all shown me a new, blinding light within myself and from that ray you seem to shine on me with every one of your beautiful comments (and I read every single one of them), not to mention your undeniable support. Thanks to you, I've already began to return to my 'normal' self — a person that I had forgotten all about.

"Why did this happen?

"I have been battling with manic depression, bipolar disorder, and constant anxiety attacks for years. This disease has caused me to hide in my bedroom for weeks at a time, push away the most important people in my life, and learn to hate myself even. I have tried to remain strong through the years, fighting off urges and using the undying support of my fans, friends, family, and loved ones to turn my depression into an art — a music to share with the world. I also have been speaking with a therapist for around a year now, maybe more. This has helped me to come in touch with who I am as a human being and why I do the things that I do. Rationalizing my imperfections and trying to wear them as if they were badges of honor is something that I had learned to pride myself off of — until this incredibly selfish and stupid act I pulled.

"What's next?

"I'm looking towards the future and have been blinded by the brightness of it. After taking care of myself over the past few days, and talking through this situation with my family, friends, and managers, I am committed to creating only positive actions out of the deepest and darkest low I have found myself in with this. I will not be canceling any upcoming shows, with the exception of this Sunday's show (July 27)
In Albany, NY with P.O.D. and EVERCLEAR. My solo show this Saturday (July 26) WILL STILL BE HAPPENING, and will be an emotional and therapeutic experience, to say the least. With it being in Detroit, and being able to perform softly, with spoken-words, and seeing all of the people that have been by my side though this entire thing, I hope to find a new bliss within this rut I have found myself in.

"I cannot wait enough to get back out onto the road with CHIODOS for our just-announced headlining tour this August to October. Being in front of all of you gives me such strength and if I hadn't been home so much for the past few months, thinking too much and allowing darkness to overcome me, who knows if this would have even had happened.

"I have a long road ahead of me, no doubt, but I feel that this experience has, oddly enough, given me new strength to take control of my situation and it has shown my loved ones (and myself) the seriousness of what I've been struggling with too.

"I will not stop playing music, writing, or opening myself up to the people that matter most to me. All we have is one another and this entire situation is nothing but a GIANT reminder that we ALL need to stay strong and hold one another up during even the hardest of times."

CHIODOS' latest album, "Bone Palace Ballet", was released in September 2007. The CD was poduced by Casey Bates (FEAR BEFORE THE MARCH OF FLAMES, GATSBYS AMERICAN DREAM) and mixed by David Bendeth (RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS, PARAMORE).

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COMMENT | Hope he does ok
posted by : Stevenlajr
7/25/2008 8:23:06 PM

Never liked the band, and my views on suicide don't agree with this, but I still wish him the best and a good recovery.

COMMENT | Greg...
posted by : kplittledreamer
7/25/2008 8:35:23 PM

I have depression and know somewhat how it feels to go through what you did. It's definately not easy pulling yourself out of a deep hole and believe me, you are not alone. Good luck with your recovery...

COMMENT |
posted by : human waste
7/25/2008 8:45:39 PM

Cheer up pussies.

COMMENT |
posted by : Krv
7/25/2008 9:20:37 PM

This just screams "stereotypical emo". I mean, come on. He overdosed on anti-depressants. Probably a publicity thing.

COMMENT | Had never heard any of their music..
posted by : slow Death
7/25/2008 9:51:42 PM

but after checking out that video all I can say is

WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT??

COMMENT | given him strength to take control
posted by : ADD
7/25/2008 10:36:25 PM

but not make good music

COMMENT | Dear Chiodos Suicide Attempt guy,
posted by : you are all a bunch of idiots
7/25/2008 11:10:40 PM

Thanks for playing right into the emo stereotype. That being said, we wish you luck.

Sincerely,
The World

COMMENT | "He overdosed on anti-depressants"
posted by : Blackenistheyend
7/25/2008 11:39:20 PM

Actually, Xanax is a tranqulizer/anti-anxiety drug, classified as a benzodiazepine. Works similarly to Valium.

Geez kids, learn your drugs!

COMMENT |
posted by : Long-Live-The-Skullet
7/26/2008 2:12:35 AM

HORSE the Band > Chiodos.

COMMENT |
posted by : Fani Dilth
7/26/2008 3:29:45 AM

Good luck in defeating your Demons... but WTF music wise is that crap ?



COMMENT |
posted by : kling_klang_bed
7/26/2008 4:41:49 AM

Take control of the situation and get the job done right this time!

COMMENT | Probably not a publicity stunt....
posted by : Valimar
7/26/2008 8:10:59 AM

I've never been a fan of Chiodos, but I've read numerous interviews to find out what the fuss was about. And Craig Owens has always been battling this kind of thing and it is often outlines in the articles. So if this is a publicity stunt, it's been years in the making.

Now, good luck with the recovery. Here's to hoping that he can come back and be strong.

COMMENT |
posted by : ToRidTheDisease
7/26/2008 10:40:07 AM

Yeah I definitely am not a fan of Chiodos, but they are an extremely popular band that appeal to a lot of people and that alone is respectable. Suicidal ideation is a crap thing to have to live through and I'm glad that he was able to snap out of it after his attempt.

COMMENT |
posted by : Dave Levine
7/26/2008 3:10:17 PM

I wouldn't go as far as saying these guys are extremely popular. They aren't really my cup of tea BUT congratulations to this guy on his new found outlook and I wish him the best!

COMMENT | Pussy
posted by : Peteyswang
7/28/2008 6:33:28 PM

Hmmm Imagine that: An emo boy cutting himself! Seriously m,an, grow a pair and deal with it!!!!!!!!

COMMENT | Craig needs to put his balls in my mouth...
posted by : persphone
10/22/2008 5:57:45 AM

then he'll feel aaallllll better. I have the cure for this sweet young thang: his load on my face. SRSLY, do the dollop...

For those of you slagging off on Craig...he can actually comprehend Shakespeare, appreciates poetry and literature, is an excellent vocalist and possesses good musicanship, in general.

Craig is highly articulate and intelligent for someone of his age.



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